October 12, 2017
Well, today went
okay. A bit sad, bitter sweet, that sort
of thing, but okay. I got to clean my
house and change my sheets and air out my futon. Classes went okay, though I am still having
self confidence issues. When it comes to
children, yes, I have improved, but good god, I still have a ways to go and too
often I feel that too…succinctly. We had
to say goodbye to a 10 year student because she’s having a baby. I wish so much that I could have given her a
goodbye memento because she was very kind to me and encouraged me for being a
good teacher. I did manage to give her a
tarot reading that showed a kind future, which was nice. It fell a bit flat with the younger students,
but the adults ate it up, that was nice.
I also got my much awaited package from the states with a selection of
games…no Vampire Hunter D novel though…it’s too hard to find TT_TT. Anyway, I have my itinerary for my trip, I
have only two days until my vacation starts, and good lord, it’s Unexpectables
time and I love it…I love it so much.
I have a few small bits
that made my day interesting. I got a
much needed card from my family, which helped me feel better about life. A long term friend of mine discovered Ghibli
and now I will be ranting to her about how good it is ALONGSIDE Discworld and
Fallen London. I am going to stay up a bit later than normal for DnD, but I am
just going to be taking it easy tomorrow, maybe do some light reading of my
novel, but mostly extra sleep, since my cleaning is done, my editing is done,
and my projects are done. I have an easy day and a hard day still left, but to
end tonight, I want to say…well, perhaps another time. A few more days, then I’ll post all this and
head out for vacation. Despite the
insane amount of stress, I’ve had good games falling into my lap and good news
in prep for the vacation. I am…kinda
being relied upon heavily for taking down and putting back up decorations,
since our walls are going to be renovated in the absence, but…eh, it’s nice to
be needed. That’s the thing…I don’t mind
helping people in need, so…not a big deal.
October 13 – 14, 2017
Tired doesn’t even begin
to describe how I feel. My days at school are…largely inconsequential to this
posting. They were fine. Not great, not bad, but fine. I spent most of Saturday moving the entire
front area around so that the people redoing the walls can get to the walls all
around. It was exhausting and me with
having almost no sleep due to…issues of my own on Friday night. I suffered from very little rest and
struggled to complete the day.
I did get my yakiniku,
but…I don’t know, it feels off on Saturday.
The taste was the same, but the feeling…perhaps I felt like an intruder,
as there was a party at all the other tables, while I just sat there alone. I don’t care much. I’ve tried to drown my exhaustion in games,
but…it makes me more exhausted now. I
have all that I need for my trip and I just want to rest. I still need to pack, however, though that
should be pretty simple. I just want to
sleep so I can talk with my family on the morrow and then get food and get
ready for my trip to the port. I will
post this up before I leave. I am
swimming in good games, but I will be taking only my phone, my book, and
clothes on the journey ahead of me. I
want a chance to do things differently.
Correct or not. I must go now. I
am so very tired.
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